It's 5.00am. I know. I'm suppose to be sleeping. But there are so many stuff that is jumbling up in my mind right now. I just finished watching M.J's memorial held in L.A. RIP King of Pop.
Recently, I went on a journey to self discovery. I realised ever since i started studying in the library, i'm changed alot. myself. my personality. my characteristic. my attitude Change. into a bad one i suppose.
I realised i've becomed more 'mang zang-ier' and i develope the 'hatred' feeling all the time. But one thing that i'm amazed that i can get angry towards others, finally. And it is absolutely so much of fun. When one person don't want to listen to u, you get angry, then they listen. This is good. This is really good. This is superbly good. Because Michelle Oon never gets angry, dats why other's are scared. HAHA. Finally, I can force people to make decision if they say " Eat What, Where ?"
But this is bad. real bad. i don wanna be h.e.a.r.t.l.e.s.s. and so c.o.l.d. At the same time, i'm glad my emo-ness had gone for the moment. Now the fake smile that i've been putting on for the past 6 months had became real. Thank Buddha for that. Thank the bunch of study group i had fun with in library. But life is a cycle lar. Everything will repeat again. So no fuck la.
Anyway, i'm glad to introduced a new bad word this time. OSM. Yes. OSM is the new. the fresh. the great new bad word. Derived from OSM - Oon Shui Mei. OSM sounds more decent than fuck. diu. dns. mcb. ccb. You can use it like this :
Where the OSM are you? OSM la you? What the OSM you want? What the OSM? Keyboard shortcut for What the OSM = wtosm
People changed as time past. Sometimes we even lose trust in them. It's either we changed our perspective towards them, or they change their perspective towards us.
I used to have a very good friend whom I can trust alot. (In actual fact, i trust everybody wtosm) I told everything to her. But recently, i find her quite fucked up. She love to insult me. and fyi, i don't like people insulting me. Insult me in a joke which im pratically okay with it, it's fine. But you insult me till you test my patience every single time. and recently, i get mang zang very easily. so no OSM la.
Anyway, a very good friend asked me to edit some pics and add some quotes. So here goes , Melaka River is so beautiful after it's edited =) Haha.
I want to go look out point and yum cha + emo again! Haha EMO again..? My time haven come yet =)
Lastly, guys have no balls la.. owe money then never give back. I don't wanna borrow also cannot. wtosm. I can kiss my ass goodbye to the 1K that i've been working hard for the past 2 months and always break promise wtosm. "Next week , next week" "every 15th of the month" My ass lar~ PROMISORRY ESTOPPEL man! "No money No Money" My breast lar~ no money can buy expensive stuff and eat at restaurant...?
Either you cut your LJ let it climb tree and sing song, or, you really don't have LJ....
Anyway, time to smile and buckle up people, because Michy Oon now have a new theory she learned!
P.s . Sometimes walking away is the hardest thing to do but the best thing in the end...