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Name: Michelle
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Birthday: 4/25/1989
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Expect the Unexpected

 

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

Expect the Unexpected

 

This is the phrase of life which I don't want to go through.
Nor my friends would want to come to this stage.

Non Stop from last week.

 

Cryings after Cryings...

Break up's after Break up's...

Sadness after sadness...

Failure after failures....

It makes the world so sad. It makes the whole ambience so quiet.

Be strong. This is all I can say.

Move on. Don't look back.

If he is yours, he will be, but if he was not meant to be yours, let him go..

Don't hurt yourself.

We are around you. We are call friends.

We'll be there for you...

Just dial

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Wedding Dress

Wedding Dress

TaeYang

*fucking fall in love with this song. Love the "wedding bells" transistion in the middle*

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.
Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.
 

———————

ROMANIZATIONS + KOREAN

Some say it's not over till it's over
Guess this is really over now
Theres something i gotta say before i let you go
Listen

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
 no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

*Wedding dress*


Thursday, November 19, 2009

B.e.e.r

 

After MKA, hectic day.
Too much of a gloomy day nowadays.
Cryings heard everyday. People are mourning and grieving.
Sad situation, hence decided to go for a chillout.

Cola Club.

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Time to release stress.

Exam like no exam.

no time to study anymore.

I know I will regret it. I know it.

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Bottoms Up

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So, in conclusion, yesterday went back around 3am. Sigh. Sleepy.


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

why.


It's too sudden. It's too shocked. Why? But Why?

It's as if it's happening too me.

It's because we're too close.

From day one, till today. till now. till this very moment.

2095 days.

you tell me. why so sudden. how could this happen?

it's worst than 2012 for me. i really do wish everything would be the same again.

why must we move on, when the past has great and beautiful memories.

i'm really scared to look in the future. i don't like it.

i want the past. i want to go back. please.

now. nobody is happy.

whats the value of the piece of paper that I've kept and treasure so long in my secret compartment.

what does it even represent now?

was it suppose to end like this?

what is god's intention of ending everything?

why everything has to come to an end?

why even begin when we know that it's gonna end

friendship, relationship, death, life,

someone is right.

"Nothing Last's Forever...."

If everything has to come to an end, why not just end it now.

Once and for all.

and I could even choose the way to die.

when to die

how to die

who to be beside when i die

which way to die

what to die for

why should i die

Every beginning ALWAYS has an ending.

no doubt. people always say. move on. you have a better future.

sigh. sometimes. somethings. we. you. I. just don't understand. this. bullshit. anymore.



P.s- Sorry. i really put hope in this paper. I'll make it up to you tomorrow =)

if there is a LIKE button. I'm sure you guys will LIKE this post.

I'm fine guys. No, i didn't study till i gone crazy.

It's just that....

sometimes. somethings. we. you. I. just don't understand. this. bullshit. anymore.

every. beginning. ALWAYS. TRULY. REALLY. BULLSHIT. DUHHHH. GOT. has . an. ending.


2112 days. 50 688 hours. 3, 041, 280minutes. 182, 476, 800 seconds.

Maybe one day it will be okay again.
That's all I want.
I don't care what it takes.
I just want to be okay again.

friendship. haihz. relationship. haihz. family. haihz.
haihz. haihz. haihz. haihz. haihz. haihz. haihz. haihz.

Anyone wants to go for a beer...??


Monday, November 16, 2009

Exams.



Exams is in 30 over hours, but I just can't seem to focus.
This semester is running so fast, can't it just wait. Please...?
Please wait...? Time is running out...

Just graduated from:

How to be EMO 1001
How to be Happy 2001
How to be Lazy 3001
How to Shake Leg at home 4001.

Now studying for:

FaceBook 9001
Blogging 2024
Sexing 0126

Haihz. I haven study. Especially the damn finance paper.
So what you want me to do...?
No money to go holiday ah. LoL!

Salary - SLR - Miscellaneous - Starbucks + Weekly Allowance Savings (Rm10) = (- 101.23)

Someone kill me. Please. LOL

A New Year is coming. A new resolution list needs to be done.
But always failed to maintain the list.

#1 - Lose that ugly spare tyre = FAIL

This Year. Brand New. Brand Mature.

#1- Lose virginity before 2012 (Janice, 2009)

#2 - Lose that ugly spare tyre
#3- Date a rich man
#4- Be ever cuter ....

Off to sleep now, exam is in.. 30 smtg hours!



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