HELLO YUKI LEE,

WELCOME TO MY BLOG AFTER BEING DEAD FOR 25378 YEARS!

Ignorance is a bliss~

Ignorance is a bliss~

Truth to be told, this quote is true enough =)
I haven been talking to Mr.Oon for nearly a month now,
except for the "What do you want to eat?" "Nasi Lemak" kind of conversation.
But even though he asked me Q, i just looked away and answer.
I don't even want to look into his eye. I feel so ashamed of his existence.

So, i just ignore. If i can ignore my friends when im freaking pissed,
whats a family member anyway.
Anyway, he's dead in my eyes. It's gonna be a month anyway.
So, whatever. He should fucking know he is wrong.

If i said the wrong thing that time, i would have known.
Asshole, seriously asshole bastard. I hate him to the max.
I'll never forgive him and what he have done to hurt me.
Maybe he's having an affair with that waitress. Who fucking knows?
Asshole. Seriously asshole bastard.

Hearing my friend's dad treating her so nice,
siding her when her sis is so mean to her,
i feel so .... upset with my stupid father.

Mum said to take a family portrait during graduation.
"What family portrait?"
No, the real question should be,
What Family?

Asshole bastard. I'm still so angry up to now.
He is acting as if that day never happen.
As usual, egoistic bastard that would never admit he is wrong.
egoistic bastard who would never apologize.
egoistic bastard who likes to show off and treat others better than his own children.
or treat his children which is smarter better ...  

I feel like dying at times. Fuck you. Fuck everyone. 

You are the worst person ever! I FUCKING HATE YOU!

I WILL NEVER FUCKING FORGIVE YOU.
YOU FUCKING HURT ME !  

Sigh.

Totally no mood. 
Don't even have the mood to sleep.
Idk.

At the end of the day, its all the same.
life goes on. nothing is special.  

whats the point? whats the use?

bye,

No feeling~

Truthfully, i don't feel like celebrating anything this year.
I don't even feel excited for my own birthday.
Which is a weird thing.

I remember what chun yiun told me several years back,
she said that after your '21'st birthday,
the years will pass by very fast....

I wanted to celebrate with a huge gang in the club,
after considering the motherfucking malaysian timing,
and the huge sum to settle. bye.

I also wanted to have a birthday party,
considering all the hoo-haa and all those work,
fuck it.

even a simple dinner with my friends also cannot make it.
all got canceled. just a simple dinner =(
when we start working, everything changes. 

Please don't buy me anything.
I just want to be happy. That's all.  
Simple request. Don't need to take me out for dinner.
Don't need a cake. Don't need anything. 

i really appreciate it.
i'm just, not happy/pretending to be.

I don't care anymore....

I don't care anymore. I'm being a bitch.
All my life, my wish is always for other people to be happy.
I don't care! I need to start creating a wish list!

#1) I want to be freaking happy!
#2) I want a leather jacket 
#3) HI Teng! Hi Yuki! Hi Meg!
#4) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
#5) I'm actually enjoying this!
#6) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
#7) Try HARDER !! WHooot!
#8) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
#9) Save money can ...?? 
#10)xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
#11)  I love you guys!!!
#12)  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I know, haha. It's freaking expensive to get me this stuff. 
Save your freaking $ and find ways to make me happy.
=)