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Exams is in 30 over hours, but I just can't seem to focus.
This semester is running so fast, can't it just wait. Please...?
Please wait...? Time is running out...
Just graduated from:
How to be EMO 1001
How to be Happy 2001
How to be Lazy 3001
How to Shake Leg at home 4001.
Now studying for:
FaceBook 9001
Blogging 2024
Sexing 0126
Haihz. I haven study. Especially the damn finance paper.
So what you want me to do...?
No money to go holiday ah. LoL!
Salary - SLR - Miscellaneous - Starbucks + Weekly Allowance Savings (Rm10) = (- 101.23)
Someone kill me. Please. LOL
A New Year is coming. A new resolution list needs to be done.
But always failed to maintain the list.
#1 - Lose that ugly spare tyre = FAIL
This Year. Brand New. Brand Mature.
#1- Lose virginity before 2012 (Janice, 2009)
#2 - Lose that ugly spare tyre
#3- Date a rich man
#4- Be ever cuter ....
Off to sleep now, exam is in.. 30 smtg hours!
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| It's hitting me back again.
I'm thinking about our beautifully imperfect friendship ...
Sigh.
Can't believe i could create something so meaningful,
that i could even re-cried again after watching it.
Sigh. When i'm gonna stop sigh-ing...??
"Life is not for you to haiz..."
我很想跟你们说 “我真的很想念你们。我要回到過去。可是，不可能的。
生活吮…
但是我们只必须露出与它…
p.s- been dreaming/ thinking of him for the past few days. why so random?
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There are so many stuffs I wanted to say. But i just can't.
It's so suffering. Hating my life right now.
Kinda regret.
Don't even have that kind of freedom anymore.
Felt so 'controlled' ... Felt like dying...
Seriously, i'm not happy anymore.
You can see it in my eyes.
When la happiness gonna come in..?
Everyday is like waiting for that 'day' to happen.
What 'day' is it...?
Something special?
What am i waiting for actually..?
What am i living for actually...?
What am i going through actually...?
This semester exam is just not normal.
It's like, i don't even bother about it.
No more staybacks till 10pm at the Library.
Maybe its because there is nothing to look forward after exams.
I know, for me, its work after exams.
Mondays till Saturdays. OT and Weekends had to work too.
Not only that, might consider working at EcoParadise.
Two jobs maybe...?
Can i go for a holiday getaway please...?
I'm so looking forward for a Hong Kong trip =(
Backpacking maybe...?
Go with the friends i love the most...?
It's gonna be great. But it'll never happen.
Don't ever tell me nothing is impossible,
because i know that it would never happen.
Don't wanna go 'there',
because i don't wanna replace my memories
with another new chapter.
It's not about the money,
It's about whom your going with...
Anyway, it's 4am. Can't study. No fuck with Market Analysis.
and i'm hungry.
So, emo-ing at 4am doesn't seems to be a good idea,
craving for Ramly Burger, but got no teeth to eat.
If the doc gonna slice my gums and stitch and leave a scar there,
probably it won't hurt as much as the scar in my heart deep down...
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| Today, I learned my Lecture 3: How to play Facebook? FML. Days gone by, Studies not completed.
No mood. Teeth pain. Ass pain, Feet pain. CB also pain (Megdalyn, 2009)
Wisdom tooth is hurting -> Wanna pull it out ASAP.
Been popping pills like nobody's business.
First few days overdose of panadol's tim...
Hair too long like Amazon Forest.
Wanna cut it ASAP also... Too messy. Cant Study. Library is not a motivation for me anymore.
It is a distraction.
Was suppose to study ended up go Kean's house to play PS2.
Ended up buying games such as Metal Slug, Resident Evil, Need for Speed. WTH.
and exam is like, 6 days away. and now. 3 day. WTH I know i will regret. Everyone is taking it too lightly. I duno why.
Even Motivator Xin(nospace)Yi wants to watch New Moon a day before exam.
Oh my god. Sei lor...
I wanna find time, but bad stuff is happening to me this semester.
I feel like dying. I don't like this semester. Its because so many stuffs are happening to me.
I hope 2010 will be a good year. Well, 2012...
Sigh. . . . . . . .
Sometimes, I would just staring blankly onto something,
with my mind wondering somewhere there...
I know, and I wish time that time will stop,
But it never did..Maybe its better for 2012 to happen...?
i don't know how to cope in future. Sigh.
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